Today I feel like life is one big test. Every time I feel like moving, sitting still is what I should be doing. My goal was to wake up this morning and produce a song. I still might because it’s still early. I’m just not getting the spark to work. That’s usually a bad sign. All the experts say I should push through that and just turn the drum machine on. They’re right. I built this habit by just logging on and writing.

I don’t feel like doing it, and that’s why I think I’m being tested. Will I do it anyway? The test is will I do what I said despite my emotions or will I just go with the flow and follow my gut. I’m stuck.